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yeeennnx:

Girls can be just as shallow, just as selfish. Girls can be as low as guys “apparently” are. It’s not always his fault. It’s not always him to blame. Take a good look at yourself ladies, and wonder “is it REALLY his fault this time?”

(Source: l0l-chelsea)

Here i am over thinkin about you again. I just don’t wanna show you how i feel. I was fine doin that until you said you missed me now i miss you even more again and now i can’t stop thinking about you. I just want things to be ok with us the next time we talk. I can’t stop over thinking that you’re okay now and your getting ur friends back and your life back and I’m still here fucking suffering. I can’t stop thinking about you, i can’t stop dreaming about you! I just all want this to go away, i just want this all to go to rest. I can’t fucking do this again. I’m back at it again. Crying again. Fuck this shit man. I miss you and theres nothin i can do about it anymore. You say you’re making things better AND you promised. So i sure as hell hope you are making things better. I thought i was good, i thought i was better now it feels like it was just yesterday everything happened again. It all keeps coming backk. I can never get over you. This is so hard. I’m seriously so helpless and hopeless. And in about 5 days is our god damn 1 year anniversary. Fuck. Well it would’ve been our 1 year. But i think you have another anniversary to keep up with so ours don’t probably count anymore. I miss you and i always will. You will NEVER understand what I have and am going through right now.

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whussgoodkaiu:

why don’t you do it? You can text me sometime if you really wanted to. There’s no excuses. If you want to talk to me, do it. Talk to me. I’ll reply, I promise.

I know it’s hard to prove, but it’s true. I can’t find a reason to actually give up. There has been more good things than bad things. I just want to let you know that I won’t be the one giving up. I don’t believe in the saying, ”If you love someone, let them go.”  Because if you really did love them, you wouldn’t have let go. But if you hurt me, make me cry constantly, have no love for me, use me, then that’s a whole different story.

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(Source: nguyenreality)

That’s final. No matter how much she hurt me, betrayed , and played me, & whatever other people think of her now.. I will always love her because she’s the only one who ever actually accepted me for who i am, loved me who i am, she actually changed me to be a better person. I was so insecure before but now i’m not anymore. Not as much as I was really insecure before. I don’t hate her because she changed me to be better, she changed me to be happier, she made me feel so alive. So I’m never gonna forget her, because even if I tried to it wouldn’t work. I know things didn’t turn out how I wanted them to be but i learned that things don’t always go the way you want them to, the way you thought it would be, shit happens. Maybe one day she’ll come back, but I know she’s happier without me now, so as long as she’s happy, i’m okay, no matter how bad it’s killing me. I will always love her I will always keep the love I have and had for her in my heart and never let it go. I will always love her and I’m happy that I at least had her once. I will always be missing her and she’ll always be in my mind, I’ll always have that same love i have for her even if she doesn’t feel the same, and never will feel the same. But I gotta learn to let go if I’m gonna be waiting for something that’s not gonna come back. Time will tell. “The future holds the key to all.” I hope one day she comes back to me, and if not, then i’ll somehow learn to let go at least. As of right now, she’ll always be on my mind, i’ll always be thinking of her and loving her. 

(Source: jaayysuhhn)